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[1]
constantly crying
never holding back
a single tear. youu
look at me like i`m
crazy, but youu don`t
feel the pain I feel. the
scars I see from cutting
so deep. they will forever
haunt me. my past will not
sleep.
[2]
LETTER T0 M0MMY
my mommy found me in my room on the floor. before I did this I put my ‘don’t disturb’ sign on my door but now as she looks at me with blood flowing from my wrist. she picks up a note that reads something like this.
Mom, I know I never told youu. never showed it in my face but i`ll tell youu now, my life was a disgrace. I never planned a future `cus I knew my life would end & now as I write this, youu were my only friend. I never meant to hurt youu, I never meant to break your heart just keep on living and we`ll never be apart. tell daddy that I love him. tell sis and brother to be brave & promise me this on my birthday, ever year put a rose on my grave. I love youu mommy, very much and when the others cry, tell them I hated them all. each cut will tell them why I must go now mommy death is calling my name. and when youu see me dead mommy, don`t put on yourself the blame. i`m picking up the knife right now mommy these tears for youu I cry I just made the first cut mommy, I guess now i`ll say goodbye.
[3]
..so lets be a scrapbook couple..
smile in every picture..fight behind the camera.
[4]
I never thought..
that another human
life could have the power
to take over mine.
  
[5]
everyone has things they regret
in life. but I don`t regret anything
because one way or another, it led
me to youu.
[6]
too much drama up in this
fake hearted school. the preps
the Goths. the less than cool.
where it starts and stops whos
to define? whos to be trusted &
where to draw the line. screaming
and crying and all the useless chatter
youu live, youu die only life is what
matters. filled with smiles, lies and fears
welcome to the magic of high school years
[7]
I should`ve cheated as many times
as youu accused me.
[08]
stop blaming me
for the shit youu`ve done
[09]
NEVER WiLL SHE BE ABLE
TO ERASE THE PAiN YOUU
BROUGHT HER*
[10]
when I think, how life used to be
always walking in the shadows.
then I look at what youu`ve given me
& I feel like dancing on my tip-toes
  
[11]
we don`t like
what we don`t
understand <33
[12]
your type of beauty
is born to fade; one of
lust & of shame
[13]
PEOPLE ARE STUPiD
they buy clothes they don’t like
with the money they don’t have
the impress people they don’t like.
  
[14]
youu tell me it`s forever
but baby, I know better
[15]
youu and i
could make
the entire world
jealous.
[16]
..& i`m sorry I gave up easily
I just don`t have the strength
to go on anymore. i`m sorry
  
[17]
I look into your eyes
youu turn the other way
and now I realize.
its all a game youu play
[18]
the only reason a person
is depressed, angry, happy, sad etc.
is not because they are. it`s because
they choose to be.
[19]
youu`re a terrible singer
but I love this song
  
[20]
it`s easy to be mad at the people
who love youu because youu
know that after it all, they`ll
still love youu.
[21]
The m♥re guys I meet the m♥re
I realize just h♥w much
I want t♥ be with y♥u | 
247 SUBS lAST WEEK . . . 260 AS 0F T0DAy!! AWES0ME 
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